Valentine

I walked last weekend
past the florist on the corner,
where roses stood packed together
like an argument made too proudly


Their color felt almost urgent,
as if love were a deadline
rather than a practice.


Above them, the sky was doing
what it always does in February


a pale patience,
clouds drifting without announcement,
the kind of beauty that never asks
to be photographed.


I thought of love then
not as a gift exchanged at noon,
but as the weight
of another’s hand on your back


a kiss on your forehead


a smile across the room


There is a fidelity in such things
which need no ceremony.


Valentine’s Day moves through the world
like a festival seen from the edge of a field:
music audible, faces lit,
yet one may stand apart
and still feel the meaning of gathering.
Affection does not insist on being public;
it deepens in stillness,
as roots do beneath frozen cement.


On the train, people avoided each other’s eyes
with a tenderness they would not dare name.
A man rehearsing a message on his phone and deleting it.
A woman holding a small box in her hands
as if it were heavier than it looked.
No one spoke of affection,
yet it moved among us quietly,
in pauses, in hesitations,
in the way hands stayed still.


So let the day pass with its cards and candles.
Evening will come, as it must,
and with it the softer proofs of love that is everywhere


Inside, pairs lean across small tables,
negotiating meaning between bites.
Some spoke too much,
some not enough.
Others sat side by side in practiced silence,
their comfort mistaken by passersby
for indifference.
I wanted to tell them that endurance
often looks plain.

a shared silence,
a remembered voice,
the steady knowledge
that to care is not to declare,
but to attend
again, and again
to the ordinary miracle
of another life moving along with your own.

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